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Buried Alive: Extreme Hoarders

Okay! Okay! So, the title is a bit dramatic, but it got your attention didn't it!?! There IS a lesson in this. A couple of months ago, I was cleaning out and organizing my backpack. I took a look at the outside of it and thought, "This backpack is cluttered! And that's just the outside!" I had so many different things attached here and there, hanging everywhere, zipper pulls on all 50 thousand zippers (so maybe there are a few less than that), and just stuff...everywhere.

I remembered the last trip I took via airplane. Most of you know that I'm a bit vertically challenged, right? When I need to put my backpack in the overhead compartment, many times I need assistance because I can't quite reach to put up my backpack. Well, with all these things hanging from my backpack, the person assisting me has to make sure that all the dangling items get pushed inside the compartment so the door will shut and latch. Can we say "embarrassing"!?! I told myself I have GOT to do something about that!

Back to cleaning out and organizing my backpack... Seeing all of those things on the outside of my backpack and seeing how cluttered it looked made me wonder if my life reflected what my backpack looked like. Is my life cluttered? Is this an indication of what my life is like at the present? Am I cluttering my life with unimportant things? Are my relationships cluttered? Is my relationship with God cluttered? Are my WORDS cluttered? Am I cluttering my life with activity? What kind of persona am I putting forth? What am I trying to cover up with stuff? What I am using to detract from something else? What am I hiding? What am I running away from? What am I afraid of? What is deep inside that I won't let anyone see? How could they see it with all that stuff on the outside!?! So many questions were running through my mind.

The Merriam-Webster dictionary defines clutter as: "(verb) to run in disorder; to fill or cover with scattered or disordered things that impede movement or reduce effectiveness; (noun) a crowded or confuse mass or collection; things that clutter a place; interfering radar echoes caused by reflection from objects--as on the ground--other than the target; disturbance; hubbub." Clutter is practically an onomatopoeia. I need to un-clutter my life--my stuff, my activities, my relationships, my plans, my relationship with God, my prayers ... my everything.

What about you? Does anyone else out there feel the same way I do sometimes? It's confession time for me. I have noticed there are things I do that keep me from doing the other more important things. I tend to be drawn towards organizing when I am procrastinating about something or feeling stressed, etc. Organizing? Yes, seriously. I find pure joy, contentment and relaxation in organizing. Now, that's just got to be plain weird, right? But then I really got to thinking about what that might mean and how it relates to that whole clutter thing I've been talking about.

I'm not talking about having a psychological issue. For me, it goes much deeper than that; it's a spiritual issue. Organizing is not just something I do to keep me from doing something else or to keep from facing a deeper issue. It is relaxing to me. It's a natural thing for me to do. It's not a task; I don't have to concentrate on organizing. It's like I'm on autopilot. Organizing is a time where I can think. I can think about what's really going on inside my heart and mind and soul and talk to God. It's a time when I can de-clutter my life, my heart, my soul, my spirit. It's a time I can reflect on what God is doing in my life as well as what He has already done. I surely love this time with God. It does seem like a strange thing to do. I suppose it's a physical action of a metaphorical description of cleaning out my heart, ridding my life of unnecessary junk -- what I like to call "junk in my trunk". Uh, what did I just say?

Let me un-clutter that for you. I will not be buried alive. I am not a hoarder. I will not allow the junk in my trunk to weigh me down. I am not a slave to sin. Jesus has paid the price and set me free from my sin. He has set me free from the sin that clutters my life. He has released the chains of bondage and oppression. He saved me from certain death and gave me abundant life to live in victory. I. AM. FREE! This is a time for worship. This girl is learning to "travel lightly".

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Mukama akuwe omukisa! Dios te bendiga! God bless you!

For the Love of ...

Let's get these feet to Africa where they belong!

Money? Seriously? Yes. I read a devotional today from Youth Specialties. And it was about, well, you guessed it. Money! Why is this so significant, especially today? Timing. It's all about God's timing. And His promise. And my lack of ... faith. Thought I was going to say "money"? Well, I thought about it. But that's really not the issue here. I'll explain after you read the devotional. It's short, so I've included it.

No Money Week: Never Enough

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"Whoever loves money never has money enough; whoever loves wealth is never satisfied with his income. This too is meaningless." (Ecclesiastes 5:10)

Does it seem like the whole world is crying about money these days? We're going to spend this next week talking about being broke and being rich and loving money and how worthless money is and why it's a trap and a gift from God. Money is complicated.

We'll listen in to Solomon's financial advice from Ecclesiastes 5. Not only was he extremely wise, David's son was also loaded. He had money and wisdom to burn. So his words should be worth hearing.

His first observation: People with an appetite for money never get full. They never say, "No, I couldn't possibly take another dollar. Where would I put it?" One way that money fails as a life goal, Solomon wrote, is that it doesn't have a finish line. You can never win the race. You can never stop running.

Think: Frankly, lots of students who hear this verse don't believe it. They think they could be satisfied if they just had "x" number of dollars. How much money do you think it would take to make you satisfied with your life? (Warning: trick question.)

Pray: Thank God for revealing to you through His Word that no amount of dollars will ever make a money-lover happy. Ask Him to help you not to love money.

Do: Notice in your real life and media life this week how many conversations have to do with loving and/or desperately needing money.

Hudson Taylor, founder of China Inland Mission, is a missionary whom I admire greatly. One of the most important lessons I took away from reading his biography was his principle on money and his faith in God to provide what he needed when he needed it. So when I accepted the call to serve God as a full-time missionary, I prayed and asked Him if this was how I should approach working for the Lord on a faith based salary. This means that I will work a regular type job somewhere where He sends me, doing something He wants me to do and do it without receiving a regular paycheck--at least earning money in the way we typically earn money in the USA. My "salary" will be 100% faith based. People who are called by God to partner with me in ministry will give money on either a regular basis or a one-time gift. Does this mean I have to rely on man to provide for me? Or does this mean that I still must rely on God to provide for me? Well, I think I'll choose the latter, thank you very much.

I'm fairly sure that I would never make a good salesperson. I don't like trying to convince people they should buy something or invest in something, especially when I, myself, may not be interested in buying or investing in the product I'm trying to sell! I have a fear of being too "pushy" or "needy" or "greedy" or "annoying". I'm very sensitive and I would probably fold if I kept getting "no's" from the people to whom I'm trying to sell. Besides, I'm much more interested in getting to know the person instead of trying to sell to them! Not a good combination, I suppose. What does all of this have to do with money, and me, and this devotional?

This is where I am today: I am a member of Wycliffe Bible Translators planning to serve in Yaoundé, Cameroon, West Central Africa. I will be teaching at Rain Forest International School, a secondary school for grades 7-12. I am currently in the partnership development phase, which means that I am raising support for my service overseas. I am praying to God and trusting Him that He will speak clearly to those who are called to support me financially and they will answer that call and trust in God that He will provide the funds for them to support me. My goal is to have 100% of my budget pledged plus money for start-up costs, including money for airfare, which could be $2000-$3000, all by the first of July. That's just 4 weeks! This seems like a daunting task and it is! I most certainly can't do it on my own, in my own strength, and by myself. And I'm not. God is in charge of this thing. I once heard from some fellow short-term missionaries, "God's will is God's bill." So...will you pray with me that God will call His people to invest in His Kingdom? I'm done talking about money. I don't love money. I love God! And I'm trusting in Him!

Because of His love...

The Beauty of the View

I read a friend's blog a while back. She had a picture posted on her blog of a beautiful view from a window of a castle [somewhere in Germany]. Although I had no idea what the castle looked like, her picture of the view inspired me.

I love photography. I'm not a photographer though. I own only a point and shoot camera (which I love and am very grateful--don't get me wrong). Even still, I love photography. I would love to take some classes and own an awesome DSLR with some awesome lenses. I would love to learn how to take incredible pictures and not just get "lucky" with some of the ones I take. Anyway.

I was analyzing the picture. Studying it closely. Looking at the picture as if I were the very one looking out the window. I loved how she framed the view with the window from inside the castle. The view was spectacular. Lush, green grass. Tall, thick trees. A lake with water that looks like frosted glass. A town that seems so tiny from the distance and elevation of the castle. Another castle, buttercream yellow, across the valley, slightly up in the mountains. Mountains lavishly covered in trees so thick you can hardly see where one tree ends and another begins. Sparse clouds drifting through the hollows of the mountains. Darker, cottony clouds fill part of the sky and the sun tries to shine through the haze. Random patches of snow left over from the winter storms speckle the rocky mountains. I wish I could have been there. It looks so beautiful and serene.

This line really annoys me: "Beauty is not what's on the outside; it what's on the inside." I wonder how many people really believe that. It seems that we are all judged on our beauty (or the lack thereof). We are bombarded with beauty products, claims to make us look younger, prettier, skinnier, taller, thinner. Have perfect hair, flawless skin. Wear make-up to bring out our natural beauty, clothes for our body type. Skinny jeans, hip jeans. Spaghetti straps, no straps. What? The people you see on TV, in movies, on stage, in pictures, photos and paintings are typically what the world call beautiful people. And the ones that aren't consider beautiful are made fun of, laughed at, ignored, judged, put down, discarded, thought less of and so on and so forth.

Young girls, older girls, women of all ages, young guys and older guys too, are faced with so much pressure to be the best, do the best, have the best, look the best. All of this is about the outside.

Let's move on to the inside. [Disclaimer: I am not necessarily against any of the following. I am simply using these as examples.] Self-help books, videos and seminars. Classes and Bible study groups. Counseling and group therapy. Prescription drugs to make us "feel" better. Pep talks and pep rallies. Inspirational conferences and retreats. We use these things--and more--to "better" ourselves, to learn who we really are, to become (or try to become) who God created us to be. That's great and all. But is there something more?

I have no picture of a beautiful view like the one I described (I thought about copying the image, but I didn't want to "steal" her picture). I'll let you paint your own picture in your mind. What I saw in the picture, though, was the view.

Beauty is not what's on the outside. It's not what's on the inside either. Beauty IS in the eye of the Beholder. The One who created each of His children sees them as more beautiful than the most spectacular view (which He created). The One who gives us eyes to see also gives us a heart to see. Beauty is so much more than we can think or imagine. Beauty is how we see, not necessarily what we see. I pray I can see beauty in everything. I pray I can see people like God sees His people. I'm not talking about wearing rose-colored glasses. I'm talking about having the eyes of Jesus. I'm talking about seeing the beauty of the view.

Because of His love...

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For HIS glory!

Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in Me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from Me, you can do nothing. ~ John 15:5, NLT

Know you have nothing; no, I have nothing. Know you are nothing; no, I am nothing. Know you can do nothing; no, I can do nothing. Know you are not for yourself; no, I am not for myself. Know you are not for the world; no, I am not for this world.


Know you are His and His alone, for His purpose, His will, His pleasure, His desire, His work, His glory. Yes, I am His and His alone, for His purpose, His will, His pleasure, His desire, His work, His glory.


I may not know where the roads leads, but I know Who leads me.


Because HE first loved me...
The Native African Princess

Carrie FINALLY started a blog

I am finally starting a blog. Shocking, I know. I must be one of the biggest procrastinators ever. I'm working on that! There's not much to this first post--just a little introduction. This will be a place for anyone and everyone to see what I'm up to and to read my thoughts and happenings. Check in infrequently as that will be about how frequently I post! [Actually, I will try to post at least weekly. It just depends on what's going on and when and if I have electricity and internet service (once I'm overseas).]

It's quite late (or early for some of you), so I must go for now. I'll leave you with a big prayer request: Please pray that the Tanzanian government will quickly grant and issue my work visa and residency permit so I can get there already!

Because HE first loved us,

Carrie

P.S. "Mimi nakupenda, Afrika" means "I Love You, Africa" in Swahili.